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AfraidI'm afraid to wake up
I'm afraid to go to sleep
I'm afraid to see
What tomorrow brings

I'm afraid to go to school
I'm afraid to get a job
I'm afraid that I'm
Just a fat slob

I'm afraid to die
I'm afraid to live
I'm afraid that I make people angry
Just because I exsist

I'm afraid of the past
I'm afraid of the next 20 years
I'm afraid of being angry
and afraid of all these fearsAfraid

Title-Tab-DescriptionIt wasn't until I wanted to die, that I knew what it feels to truly be alive.Title-Tab-Description

OvercastIt's overcast above this bed
I'm alone, and
There's an aching in my head
That the meds just can't take away
the meds just can't take away

I have new freedom
and god damn, it's boring
I never imagined
That it could be this lonely

Laying on the couch
The t.v.'s on
I'm just too lazy
to get up, and
turn it off

There's someone screaming
and i'm too bummed to be upset
I throw my remote
Through the t.v. set

I'm not listening
No, I'm not listening
I've heard enough
and I'm not listening

Hold me, please
I don't wanna stay home
Hold me, please
I can't pick up the phone
I just want to sing
Myself asleep

Not listening, no
I'm not listening
Not Overcast

Fuck These Feelings

Weird Ass Concoction

pony

OliverWhere did you go?
I wish I knew

Because you made time fly by
and I could hardly wait
To pick you up and
Take you back to my place

Oh, Little Oliver, where are you headed?
6 Oclock, and stuck in my bed with
Empty pages and broken templates
Remembering what it's like to be in love, again

Where will I go?
I wish I knew

Because being unsure
makes me anxious
and this paranoia
Is so selfish

Oh, Little Oliver, where are you headed?
6 Oclock, and stuck in my bed with
Empty pages and borken templates
Remembering what it's like to be in loveOliver

Little BirdLittle bird, little bird
Where have you been?
I am one of you
Please be my friend

Little bird, little bird
Playing in the grass
I'm not a monster
Please give me a chance

I know that I can
Seem really mean
But I just want to hold you
While we both sing
'Little birds'Little Bird

Cave DoorCome along with me
To a place called misery
We can head into a cave
and close the door

Once the lights are out
Our secrets follow through
Into a hidden tube
and the door opens

Come along with me
To a place called misery
Where we can stay as friends
and never share a kiss

Once the lights are out
I can share a drip with the floor
and give a big hug
to that old doorCave Door

Good ByeI don't expect to go far
"I don't know who you are"
She says sad,
and in tears

"Will you stop"
she begs
and I laugh
and shake my head

I'm sorry, I can't
I was meant to die
All alone
With a guitar in my handGood Bye

Wrong DaysTake me back to those wrong days
Mixed up, in a wrong daze
All jacked up and drunk
In a soothing, familiar sound

But I think it's something else
That I'm in love with
Or mixed up in

I'm so confused
and it feels so wrong

I miss itWrong Days

I Saw Her FaceI took a trip, down memory lane
I fell, and scraped my knee
I can, I can remember her smile
with a helping hand, holding a bandaide
"are you okay, are you, you, you, okay!"

I saw the face of an angel
I saw her face
We sang songs so faint
Right before I fell asleep

I saw the face of an angel
I saw her face
We laughed faintly
Right before I fell asleep

Right before I, fell alseep

Before my eyes opened
She was already gone
Yesterday felt so right
and the morning, felt so wrong

I was sad, I was torn
I was ripped apart, ripped apart
ripped apart, ripped apart

I saw the face of an angel
I saw her face
We sang songs so faint
Right before I feI Saw Her Face

Sediment... The Sad Distorted Robot

I Miss The Old TimesI miss the old times
Making trouble
and using the same ol lies

Just like old times
Making me sing and cry
Causing problems
and no need to apologize

and it's like old times
Don't make sense
So Don't ask why

It was the best of days
No frown, could get me down

I was stuck in the old times
Making trouble
and using the same ol lies

Just like old times
Making me sing and cry
Causing problems
and no need to apologize

and it's like old times
Don't make sense
So don't ask whyI Miss The Old Times

Futurea small town is only good for one purpose, and that purpose is 'to leave'.
So, It's alright to be worried, and afraid to follow your dreams.
If you are thinking of leaving, I say you should give it a try.
The worst is bound to happen, one day you will die.Future

ParasiteWhat's that sting?
I feel it in my chest
Why is it so exciting?
I think it's the best

Parasite left a blister
Soon healed by the future
So I'm told, So I'm told
I say it's a lieParasite

Glorious Nightglorious night
didn't lose the fight
and it danced
as light began to fall

and I'll dream
that I won't die
I'm afraid
That I won't die

glorious night
it sings so sweet
singing songs
that grandpa used to sing

and I'll dream
that this won't leave
and I'm afraid
that this won't leave

glorious night
It feels so right
singing songs
that are fun to singGlorious Night

Where Did The Time Go?

I Miss The DaysI miss the days of watching you sleep
You'd lay there so calm and sweet
I miss those early mornings
watching you awake

I miss those late night movies
and the mondays I'd get paid
I miss those sleepovers
because laying with a woman
Just wasn't quite the same

I miss those sunday mornings
Disapointed sunday school
and bland tasting coffee

I miss those Monday mornings
Not wanting to get up
Or even moveI Miss The Days

Being a revolutionHe loves the American spirit, but even more he likes being a revolution.
It was me that ruined it for him, it was me that ruined it for him.
He got a guitar, quit his job and ran off to Arizona.
He played three chords, and he struck a chord with several kids.
soon he had a following. Soon he had some friends.
He loves the American spirit, but even more he likes a revolution.Being a revolution

Thank You RealityLook at my feet and I swear I'm gone
Staring into the mirror and I know I'm wrong
I'm still here, that makes me sad
I'm sick of this, and everything

"Thank you reality" add another drum beat
"Thank you reality" add some feedback
"Thank you reality" you've always been there
"Thank you reality" even when words werent

Look at my feet and I swear I'm gone
Staring into the mirror and I know I'm wrong
I'm still here, that's irritating
I'm sick of this, and everything

"Thank you reality" add another drum beat
"Thank you reality" add some feedback
"Thank you reality" I can see clearly now
"Thank you reality" The rain has comeThank You Reality

LiarI say "I'm bored"
I'm a liar
I'm just alone
Alone, Alone, Alone
I say "I'm sure"
I'm a liar
I don't know
I don't know, I don't know, I don't knowLiar

ReplaceYour face, your skin
That smile, this feeling
Almost forgot that day

This time, this day
You forgot, You're forgiven
Almost gave up then

Not yet, Not yet
I'm on top, yet I'm falling down
Not yet, Not yet
I'm bored as usual, and gave up tryingReplace

MarabelShe sings to me
Sometimes its sweet
Sometimes mean

She calls out to me
Whenever I'm alone
I'm gone

She laughs at me
Whenever I'm sad
I can't concentrate on her smile

Marabel loves
Taking the pain away

Marabel loves
Making me feel
Like I'm God

Her hugs feel real
Her smiles look real
I think shes real
and she tastes like creamMarabel

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